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if i say i’m not tired, trust me i’m lying. i’m not an active member in the society or none of that, but i constantly feel drained, like my mind wanders off to some place and my body moves on vibes. what am i thinking?, what bothers me? i don’t know or maybe i do. maybe i just choose to ignore all of it and deceive myself a little more…. till i can’t no more. when i get to that threshold…. the point where i can’t help but to tell myself the truth and accept it… face value i don’t really know but…. i don’t really know still I JUST WANT IT TO MAKE SENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mentally i’m all over the place i’m distracted by what or who? i don’t know… or maybe i do maybe i’m just one small boy who is over his head, thinking he can achieve everythingggg is this what it feels like? questions i want to ask those that did all of this before me or am i just moving a little bit too fast? i don’t know maybe i am maybe i shouldn’t think about it too much maybe i should just put my head down a...