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  (* andddd action! *) So... i realized lately in-fact i’ve always known how complicated and confusing my essence of life is... it just really came to light not long ago... i’m not someone who gets everything i want very easily... it’s been tuff asf!.. but yeah i’ve learnt to live with it because it’s my reality, it’s my REAL LIFE so i definitely won’t shy away from it... i definitely have always wanted certain things for myself but couldn’t get it because of “some things”(basically laziness)...  The switch up in life from a little child transcending into adult hood isn’t talked about enough.... we constantly realize a lot more about the world and about ourselves on a daily... exposed to different perspectives to things and agreeing to the ones that suit us and align with the principles we’ve set for ourselves depending on the things we’ve    REALIZEd and learnt... meeting with certain people has shown me how truly different we all are no matter how much the similari...

Me(The warm up!)

* check 1..2 1..2 are you still with me * How can you trust/understand someone or something you don’t know.. you might be able to but 80% of the time you won’t, hence this second introduction  πŸ˜…  but this time it isn’t about the “BLOG” it’s about me.  If i’m being honest i don’t fully understand myself(a lot of people say this) and that one of the many reasons i started this blog to understand myself and all of you! The whole process of starting this even though it was too fast and dare i say impulsive, it was still very stressful... like i said i am the shy type and coupled with that i’m also the i don’t like stress type(we all don’t like stress)so this made things tough because i wasn’t sure how to present it to you! and i still did and i’m honestly happyyyyy with the way the first post blew up!(blew up in my context might not be the same in yours) and that is more than enough.. (* if i open up my mind and you bury up your face o! inside you gats gbes! *) My whole life...

first of many..... probably

  *clears throat* hello and welcome to my blog!(i dont know how else to start this πŸ˜… ).. this is the first thing i’ve wanted to do (after being pressured hard by my family and friends) and i’m actually starting it.. after procrastinating since the pandemic. as the lazy human that i am, i have surprisingly taken this step, maybe the first decisive step of my life and hopefully i’d be consistent enough because this will be the first thing i’d have going for me... i have a lot of to say and talk about but i’m the shy type... that’s why i chose this blog, letting these words speak for me, when you read them out or with those little voices in your heads ...at least not with my terrible voice :)... my decision to start this happened so fast, when i sent one of my notes(i love to call them pieces) to a friend and i didn’t exactly know where i was taking the topic to but surprisingly he understood and told me to start up the blog like he used jazz and i listened... there might be many mor...