kayode’s effect
- Kayode unrelated but anytime i feel like writing or want to write, i sleep. it’s somehow related but allow it. alright alright, i think it’s now less of a surprise now that i’m a promise and fail kind of writer in certain aspects, and i think it’d be best for you and I to accept this( *if there’s someone on the other side still *). it makes things easier on the head for both of us. i promise you i think about writing every other day, i’ve tried writing every other day too… but i don’t know, it all just seems very difficult now, it’s frustrating to an extent, knowing you used to enjoy something so well, having my eyes literally shimmer with excitement anytime i just THINK about it. it’s been a little over 3 months since i last put up a blog post and a little bit of disappointment set in. I HATED it. I hated myself more for hating it. since when did i start letting little setbacks hold me down instead of drive me. i guess every human has a limit to how much failure they can...