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something’s and nothing

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  THIS PIECE MIGHT ME VOID OF A POINT (* peeps through the window cautiously *) Before you beat me... kindly kill that anger in you directed towards me and borrow me a clear mind for a minute or three, that’ll be enough time for me to think up an excuse.. I write this to you deprived of self confidence, I’ve probably always been like this so don’t throw me a pity party it’s really not necessary. Life presents me with a constant obstacle and poison to my physical and mental health.... what is it you may ask.... well it’s my “UNI” but don’t worry about it, i’m living a life characterised by suffering so it’s really not a big deal believe me..(* cry’s internally *) (* i miss this!!!! *) Perplexed by my own condition, “how did I get here?” is my only question, not the place, the situation and the state of mind!.... “choose to be happy” people say.... shut up! if i could don’t you think I would? don’t come at me with that “be a man” talk. Not many will relate to this, unless we are all ...

CHAPTER TWO (LOCAL MAN THE CALM AND COMPOSED)

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  I went into silence so i could just hear myself for a minute, well more like a month... but now I’M BACK!!!! For those of you that don’t know, I took a break from writing to develop a plan for this blog and every other thing... and I have great news; I FINALLY HAVE A PLAN infact PLANS!, but first let’s take a journey down memory lane. After announcing my purposed “break” from blogging, I almost instantly forgot the reason for taking this one month hiatus; to slow down a little and develop a plan and maybe a creative process while at it. my GOAT! “There’s still time” I said to myself and boyyy was I wrong, half way into my break and I hadn’t taken any step to drawing out a plan and realising it made it worse. Although I was doing things I said I would do like reading from other bloggers like Lammy A, Kiitan Jones and others, read books but still they felt like things i normally do, I played myself into thinking i was still on track... Comfort felt nice, I was back to how I was pri...