THE POINT?(i appreciate)

the making


 Life!

The most meaningful yet meaningless thing we will ever experience 

The beginning the end and everything in between

All of this we are holding onto will become the past, your past, our past, a past that people call “LEGACY”. In the end it’s just you not and someone else - your own race!

Life!

So annoyingly beautiful - sacred.

It’s every emotion; happiness, sadness, anxiety, joy and everything else.

Life!

A mission with no pre-set goal than the ones we give ourselves - free will.

Maximum power given to us, which no one has control over (unless you give them.)

*enough!!*

This things are just random thoughts

Honestly not even the main basis of today’s story, nothing ever is, no creative process, as it comes i pour it out.

It’s another saturday morning (at the time of writing this!), not so different from the last.

Ok maybe a little different for some reason the smell of burning plastic lingers in the air as I sit by my window writing this piece breathing in polluted air (e choke!) 

Anyways that’s also by the way.

What’s your story?

How do you want your story to end?

If death hunts you down right now and gets you(God forbid), will you be satisfied with what you’ve done or how far you’ve come? - Regrets?

A moment where you fell like you could have made better decisions?

Simple questions right?

(*psst!* i’d love to get your answers, you can drop them in the comment sections or in my DM on IG (i will drop the link at the end of this piece))

*As I was saying*

Your answers are why we are all human, the same but yet completely different, bags of flesh and bone, beautifully constructed (yes you’re beautiful!)with different minds goals and the rest.

big mood 


High-key i’m still not convinced about a lot of things, like my purpose and everything relating to it.

It creates un-necessary but necessary pressure for me, that’s why I appreciate every single person on the other side of the screen, every view, every comment, every share, every advice, every criticism, EVERYTHING!. You lift the pressure off me for a little while.

This started off as a distraction from my reality, as a place to reflect on my inner sadness and share my story as an almost completely different person, and as sh**ty as everything is i won’t trade these memories for anything else, they’ve now more than memories, they are lessons and experiences, heartbreak and blessings, in fact they are me!. But now this is a lot of things in one and i’m very grateful!

The growth and support i’ve received since I started about a month ago has been a madness and the best is yet to come.(I’d be starting another project soon.)

This being the last post of the month, I’m using this to say “HAPPY NEW MONTH-ish”and THANK YOU once again!❤️

ooh before i forget

Text your answers to localman.theblogger on IG

Till next week❤️

XX

Written and compiled by LOCAL MAN the OVERWHELMED


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