DECIDE



 (*just bring me water*)

We’re going to be here a while


Open your eyes.... what am I saying, it’s already opened.


Pay attention.


Destinies are they set down in place or we write them ourselves?


Maybe it’s more of both or it’s really none.


Maybe that’s why we have choices.


Maybe we are just looking for someone to blame for who we are or what we’ve become other than ourselves, giving whatever we are blaming power over us or is it something else.


(notice how everything is not certain “maybe”)


Now what happens when there’s no one else to blame?


Is it to much to ask for a clear mind?


Is it supposed to be this difficult?

(trust me if i had the answers i’d tell)


Each passing moment presents a small and almost irrelevant opening.


“Opening to what?” you may ask...


Opening to everything, what is it?, Life, Death, Success, Failure, Happiness, Sadness, Hope Despair.... everything can be determined in that moment and will take effect in the next.


I personally relish it, every decision we make in this moments.


It reflects a part of us, a part of us created by every previous moment, decisions and mistakes in those moments, a part of us that is constantly evolving.


It’s growth in its rawest form.


Imagine a world that’s fucked and untrue


*pause*


I don’t think that’s necessary,


Imagine the world as it is.


A world where every passing moment, “SOCIETY” demands satisfaction for everything and nothing at the same time. Guess that will be a topic for another time(drifting as usual). 


Back to base.


At a point “REGRET” will show up, might be one of those things “LIFE” will not allow us to control, how will you react to it?.. I guess that’s up to you.


Now you can close your eyes.


               Written and compiled by LOCAL MAN the confused

Comments

  1. You dey scatter my darrrdarrr10 September 2021 at 16:27

    Sometimes we can't change destiny and sometimes we get to choose how we want it to go

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  2. Harry ola10 September 2021 at 17:00

    My Gigga ain't taking it easy

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  3. Taiwo11 September 2021 at 07:05

    Whatever life brings we move

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  4. Unknown12 September 2021 at 23:46

    We have the power to choose who we want to be. Are we willing to try?

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